i spent months coming up with excuses as to why i couldn’t hang out with you and i ran out and it’s tragic really to have to pretend for a whole night that you are the person you used to be
i spent months coming up with excuses as to why i couldn’t hang out with you and i ran out and it’s tragic really to have to pretend for a whole night that you are the person you used to be
the instant we get warm weather every high schooler within a 30-mile radius goes to wilmette beach
stop going to wilmette beach without me
stop
Green, Orange, Red
why can’t you make these read mores
Green: 8 facts about my body
1. It’d be great if I had bigger boobs but I don’t so it’s not
2. I’m not self-confident about my body because i’m short
3. Contrary to popular belief i’m not anorexic i’m genetically slim
4. my ribs/collar bones stick out too much
5. i’m a few pounds off underweight but i’m not like a stick i have curves/an ass and thighs that are too heavy that i want to tone but i’m lazy so no
6. my summer goal is getting back down to 100 pounds 108 is the most i’ve weighed and i want to change it
7. have a small waist but i’ll always want it smaller. it becomes an obsession. i have no stomach but i’ll always want it thinner. this is also an obsession
8. people tell me i should hand model and i mean hands are important when it comes to sex right so there’s something
orange: 6 facts about my hometown
1. it’s next to the north shore suburbs like next to glenview and shit so people assume i’m pretty well off but my family doesn’t fit that stereotype at a l l
2. i hate it
3. suburban chicago sucks really bad
4. um i really don’t want to live here it’s an upper middle class white republican area
5. it blows
6. i was born downtown does that make me a real chicagoan no okay
red: 5 facts about my best friend
i haven’t had a best friend for a year. being dependent terrifies me so i isolate myself and also i am severely narcissistic and therefore do not think people fit my standards. i’m awful in that sense
there’s this amazing guidance counselor at my school he is my favorite human being honestly i was in his office talking about life and he’s not even my counselor and some athlete walks in and asks him if he can cut class and then forces the counselor to call a college for him and the counselor goes, “i’m gonna kick you in the nuts”
he is the best person ever he is #1
Okay I do not give two fucks about this programmed boy band The Wanted
but the fact that they blew off thousands of high schoolers, the people that they’d be out of work with if they weren’t wasting their money on their “music”, that’s a really fucking low move. I mean, that’s really, really shitty.
This is everything that is wrong with the music industry and society, for that matter.
It’s disgusting and it bothers me that girls will still mindlessly throw out their money on, ultimately, a corporation.
Everything’s a business move. It really revolts me, that people are under the impression that this is music. Music shouldn’t run like this, and real musicians, genuine people, do not blow off their fanbase. For god’s sake, at least pretend to give a shit about the people that make you ridiculously rich. I’m just so disgusted and I don’t even care about this “band.” If one of the bands that I actually cared about, I’d find it really hard to respect them anymore.
People are so fake, people are machines.
holy shit it’s that time of the night when i’m so sleep deprived and psychologically deranged that i think everything is really really funny
there’s this girl who professes her love for the 80s and someone asked her if she’s seen the breakfast club and she said she’s heard of it HEARD OF IT SHE DOESN’T KNOW WHO JOHN HUGHES IS I WANTED TO THROW A DESK AT HER
HOW DO YOU CLAIM TO LOVE THE 80S IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN A GODDAMN JOHN HUGHES MOVIE ADSGSOHU JUST PLEASE STOP
oh ym god wh yare ou so pretentious stop bragging in reality i’m smarter than you i just don’t act like i’m fucking high and mighty because of it you’re making yourself look like a moron stop acting like you’r better than everyone oyu’re not shut up
lately i get bad migraines and nauseous a lot and my heart rate feels too high for no reason s t o p
i really dislike the way guys treat me better than last year because my looks kinda changed how shallow i mean it really disgusts me i’m the exact same person where it matters morons
ap test tomorrow and my studying involves not studying what-so-fucking-ever and feeling really awful about my impending failure
today i tried to talk my counselor into letting me be in a regular math class next year
she asked me what my grade was in the class and i told her and she was like, “if your teacher was in here right now and i asked him what was going on with you in math do you think he would say that you’re really struggling and maybe belong in a different level or would he say that you’re a competent student who isn’t working hard?”
why is it so goddamn hard for people to fathom that i suck at something i really tried kinda okay i just can’t bring myself to try anymore i tried i really fucking did fucking math is worthless
His smile's your rope
So wrap it tight around your throat